Sunday, November 25, 2007
blog ar blog ar...now u r my only buddy who i can tell things to...
now the sky is dark...but yet many things is happening...hm....
Wat i thinking or wat i really wan b4 wat everything happened:
maybe wat i now really be is really fate or maybe i deserve? things change really fast...real fast....just as i tot i getting deep n deep in her, suddenly i out...just like when i really think brazli is gd soccor team they lose to a noob team last world cup -.-
many things is just can be say...just a week and she gone with other guys...and guess wat? is i myself call her to work there then knew him de... i dig hole jump in myself? haha...guess so... really or maybe i really stupid or wat? from the day after the fair i already starting losing her n i dunno anything at all...thinking of the pass we tgt was very gd (the feel is words cannot say out)...how she treat me...the very sweet part was ppq...ya? T.T that the most(how to say) can say a gal first time treat me that gd...ppl beat me she stand out for me...haha...how i which that wast just ytd...ytd...and alot of things and fate she tell i believe so much... it was so real....real till i can't believe wat happen to me today...only for me maybe? if not she wun just left me just like that...(like silly guy) or maybe i too noob in relationship... wat i do really wrong on 060606? really wrong to ask her be my ..... or maybe the whole story was to .... i really dunno to wat...really... after real long n long after thinking process... i knew alot of things...alot... maybe wat u do is rite? haha...rite but y to me? haha...y? y? nvm... at least now hv 1 guy treat u alot better then me... coz i not the guy as u say... haha... maybe the jialiing i knew was gone as her hair r cut... hm... rmb of that day pooling..she ask me wan knew gal...she intro for me... maybe if i knew wat will happen, i will be friend with u and ask u intro me gal better then wat happen now... hmm... that's all for wat i feel...to keep here b4 i forget everythings...
HLL
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Life is a drawing without an eraser 11:53 PM
